shortevilchild

So is this what love feels like? I have never been happier. He is wonderful.

Damn. I'm scared!

Every 24 hours you can vote! Please. I need your support!

To those of you who came out tonight....THANK YOU!! I appreciate the support. The promotional gig got me two more photoshoots and vintage stuff. So all in all, it was worth it. Thank you, thank you, thank you.

Love
Araphel

I wonder if I can get my ass fired today. Let's find out, shall we?

God I hate this place.

Can I just stop existing? I would like that very much, I would. Ok OK OK. Leave me alone about it. I will snap out of it soon...or just kill someone. HE HE HE...

Ok. My flight got cancelled and my weekend is now crap. I need something to do tonight. Someone help please. :) I'll be your best friend......

I just wanted everyone to know the good news. I have been offered and am in the works with Mrs. Horsepower herself to become one of her clothing line models. We are discussing further business deals later this week and I am very looking forward to what the out come could be. Wish me luck! Here is her clothing line website:



If this goes through the way I hope it does, I will have the banner on my mysace account soon.

A

Well. I had to shoots this weekend and really think both turned out well. Jill Rasco also placed my pics on her page already and I am the icon pic for the DaddysDarlins.com page. I am very very excited. The pics are on my myspace account under pics and the makeshift magazine cover is on my actual page. The other set was wonderful and I can't wait to see the finished production of those either. I love the idea of seeing myself as an anime character.

Here is the link if you want to look at them:
www.myspace.com/meganrayne

Tell me what you think.

Ok. I am bored. Someone come entertain me. PLEASE!!!

So to those of you who were there last night, I was in rare form. And as for what happened with that guy...that wasn't me at my worst. I was actually calm in regards to that ass. I protect my own. Sorry. Other than that, I had a great time. Thanks for the invitation. I danced and almost fell over. It was GREAT! See everybody later.

I got another tattoo last night. I needed the pain. Parental issues again but things actually got some what worked out. So that's good. But back to the topic at hand. I got another tattoo! MY BACK HURTS!!!!! I love never having to pay for a tattoo. : ) The piece isn't finished but it's about 3/4 done so in about a month it will all be complete and completely free. HE HE HE! However, I have only slept 3 hours and am so very very tired. Work is going to suck today. Thankfully my boss is out of town. YAY!!!! Anyone who wants to show up today at my work and bug me to keep me awake would be much appreciated. : ) Later people. I am going to go fake work and try and sleep. Yes, I am aware that it probably won't work but don't blame me for trying.

So. Some of you may know that I had an app. with a photographer last night, well, it looks like my shoot is this Sunday AND it's a PAID shoot. It's not a lot of money but money is money and I can put that down on my resume. It's great. Plus he gave me an e-mail address so I may audition to become an anime character! However odd this dream may be, it's one of my biggest. So please wish me luck and all that other happiness. Maybe life can turn around me. I guess whatever ya'll sent me the other night really helped. THANK YOU!!!

I almost quit today! Isn't that fun?!!

Someone please shoot me! I feel like complete and total crap! Someone come take me out of my misery. PLEASE! : (

Ok bye.

Just so everyone knows, I am quitting school again. I have a paper and a test due tomorrow. I haven't even had time to crack my book open, let alone read and write the paper. I don't even have time to do my "other" studying. AND that's due on Sunday. So, I'm done. I will be going up to school on Monday and drop both classes. I can barely breath I am so overwhelmed. The depression is getting worse and I am so unbelievably tired everyday. I just figured I would let everyone know. Yes, I am disappointed in myself, so please don't make it worse on me. I just don't know when I am going to be able to catch up with my other homework and catch up with school and work and get other things done and not have it take up every ounce of my time.

I don't think I have ever wanted out this badly before.

Talk to everyone later.

I have issues. And now with my new friend, my issue are even stranger. AHHHH! : ) At least I get to keep things interesting.
Didn't go to The Church last night. I was so tired by the time I got home, I past out on the couch and then at some point moved myself to my bed.
The roomy was drunk last night so I am real glad I was passed out. He was taken care of by a friend of ours so I wasn't worried at all. : )
So yeah, Halloween was really different from years past. No offense, but definately not as fun but still interesting. I guess that just comes with the territory.
Eh. Going back to work now.

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

I have a headache. I want to be ok for tonight but I need mental help. I am writing this and really don't have much of a clue what is going on. or what I am actually saying. I am about to eat mcDonaalds. Thanks to Dianna and will for talking to me last night. That was needed. Some badness is not good.have to keep phone calls away from boss. friend got fired today. Stupidity at it's best. Shouldn't have been fired. I think I need to sleep but felt fine this morning. Something feels very very wrong with me. Can you tell?

To those of you who were there last night.

Thank you. I appreciate everyone's help. Thank you very much.

So I am sitting at work, trying very hard to look busy. I have gotten everything done but can't pull out my sociology homework or nay other homework because they frown upon that here. They want me to be doing something for work and yet they are allowing me to do this. AAHHH! I want to be able to work on something so I don't feel so non productive. This sucks. It's not helping my brain any either. I am sitting here and all those things I try not to think about because I over think them are increasing the hell in my head. I need a distraction. A good one. Something worth my time. I have all this stuff due next week and not sure when I am going to have the time to do it because I can't do it here when I actually do have the time. I need help but hate asking for it and not really sure what anyone could do for me. I am very frustrated. I guess I have this weekend to look forward to. Someone make my head stop screaming. PLEASE!!!

Gatta go!

Well, I am here now and not really sure where all this is going. Life is fun but stressful and I believe I have just thrown too much on my plate for me to handle. Go me for always over doing it. Eh. Whatcha gonna do? Right?
At least my family wasn't killed by ninjas.